On a Thursday morning in August I let my first born, my
nine-year-old chocolate lab mix, out for her supervised visit to the backyard. Although she’d been
surprisingly well behaved since the move, we knew the house we bought was not
“Lucy friendly.” Meaning it wasn’t meant to keep a dog capable of jumping six-foot
fences contained. Few yards are but she could easily clear the three-foot fence in our new, much smaller yard and
the neighborhood is crawling with dog bait – bunnies.
Hundreds and
hundreds of bunnies. Evil little bunnies that on this August morning proved too
much temptation for my spastic dog. She jumped the fence and took off after one
running west up the dirt road and around a garage. Being 6.5 months pregnant at the time, I did
not give chase but instead woke Court so he could go get her back, enticing her
back with a tennis ball. But she was nowhere to be seen. Gone.
We called the humane
society, we posted an ad on Craig’s list, we combed the neighborhood. Days went
by. And each day I couldn’t stop my brain from imagining some horrible new way
my dog died.
I heard the coyotes
and knew Lucy was attacked by the pack. I saw the circling hawks and knew she
had broken an ankle in a field and they were waiting for her to die to pick
her bones. I heard the train, I heard
the traffic. You get the idea. For 15 days I pictured over a dozen ways my dog
met a tragic and lonely death.
Day 15 was a Friday and I passed her dog bowls vowing to put them away that weekend. Accepting she was gone and that I would never
know exactly how she met her end.
But as impossible as
it seemed, that morning at work I got a call from Court letting me know our
crazy dog was alive. A lady called after seeing her picture on Craig’s list and
said she thought our dog was in her yard. Three blocks from our house.
She lost seven
pounds but other than that was absolutely fine. She did have a look in her eyes
for the first few days back that seemed to say, “I’ve seen things.” And what I
would give to hear her stories or to have had a GoPro on her. But although I’ll
never know what she did on her two week walk about I’m sure glad my first
little girl is home safe, still scared of the wind and now leashed on all
outdoor visits.
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